Aeonian Peace

I remember those days
when my smile was real,
and it was actually from the bottom of my heart
like a dew drop.
Those mesmerizing days gave
a lot to remember.
No memories of those time
bring tears into my eyes,
but ofcourse a smile from the soul,
which appears on my lips, just like how
the colors appears on the sky immediately
after the shower.
Nowadays, the things changed upside down
and it is lost...
I mean the real smile.
The heart and the soul is clouded
with agony for no reason.
No one really bothers to find
the reason behind my grey face.
Some are busy, either to achieve
or to grab certain things
in this materialistic world, and some
overloaded with burdens.
Is it their problem, or mine?
I failed to do an introspection and
that is the cause behind my dilemma.
I wonder why people are working
tirelessly and earning more than
what they want.
They, including me failed to realize, nothing gonna be permanent,
including all the money you earn,
the land and house you own,
the beauty you preserve,
the ego you stick on to,
the greediness you feed,
the job you boast about,
the knowledge you gain.
Nothing is going to follow you to your grave.
Nothing is permanent, even the pain.
But then I realized all gotta go.
A ray of Blue is flashing into my heart and soul.
I feel content that
I gonna enter into the eternal life,
Soon I gonna.
There is no burdens,
no scandals,
no ego,
no rudeness,
no greed,
no pride.
But only peace and that long silence.